[[Princess's Dreams]]

Friday, March 25, 2005

[[Pop]]

I'm going to turn 21 soon... that's like old... somehow I think i still live in my own childlike world..
Is that wrong?
Things go on around me that intrudes into my pretty world... I would like to think everyone's happy and safe and nothing evil or horribly bad will happen... but some things are way beyond my control... from stoopid things like exams do exists to things like car bombs in Doha... What kind of world do i live in or am i supposed to live in...
Someone just talked to me... which set me thinking about how is it like to feel trapped in something one cannot get out off.. simply because that's your life... moppie thinks she's immune to stress... i think i'm becoming oblivious to it...
I'm thankful my life's been pretty good so far... but i also think that's because i live in a bubble... and because I'm so conditioned in my bubble.. I don't think I will survive if something happens and bursts my bubble... I have great folks great family great friends... I hear of horrible things... but I've been fortunate so far... will my bubble last forever? I'm not complaining about my cushy life... maybe i'm just afraid of the future... or worried abt other people...
There are some people in the world I cannot live without... there are some people whose unhappiness or bumps in life break my heart... I agree it hurts not being able to do anything about it...
I want to live in my bubble forever... I also want people to come and live in my bubble with me...

[[Lil Princess Wrote On]]*|1:02 AM|

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